Silly Thing To Talk About...

well, teman2 blogger sepenghidupan (?),
berhubung entri sebelumnya gue apus karna terlalu galau jadi sekarang gue mau update yg baru gue mau curcol lagi nih. Jadi ini tentang persahabatan gitu deh hahaha. Yang namanya sahabat itu kan selalu menerima apa pun temennya gitu kan? Nah, gimana dong kalo kita uda ga tahan lagi sama sifat sahabat kita yg terkadang bkin jengkel? Ya mau ga mau cuma ada tiga pilihan : 1. Jalanin aja, anggep cuek, 2. Kasi tau dia walaupun resikonya gede, 3. Jauhin dia... Nah teman2, buat gue yang paling berat itu nomor 3. Gimana pun juga, kalo temen salah ya dikasi tau dong, ya gak sih? Tapi masalahnya sahabat gue yg satu ini agak sulit. Gue sama temen gue yang satunya lagi sih sempet curcol2 gitu tentang sahabat satu ini dan ternyata kita mengalami hal yg mirip (perasaan).
Jadi gue rasa nomor 2 juga agak gak mungkin. Ya jalan paling aman nomor 1 kan? Tapi gimana kalau nanti gedenya dia makin menjadi-jadi dan gak ada yg kasi tau dia? Apalagi di dunia kerja kan butuh teamwork dan compability. Waduh pokoknya serba salah deh. Memang kalo punya temen banyak2 agak sulit. Rasanya waktu gue cuma punya satu teman akrab, dunia rasanya damaiii bangettt.
Nah terus yang kedua ini, gue pny satu temen lg. Gue si merasa kita itu... ckup deket bahkan bs dibilang deket. Lumayan lah... saling membagi cerita, semuanya dehh tapi terkadang gue merasa temen gue satu ini seems so distant. Dan jujur aj sih gue sempet mrsa ada tusukan pisau belati kecil gt deh pas dia menulis suatu kalimat di salah satu jejaring sosial.
Nah guys, persahabatan itu memang rumit. Terkadang ada kalanya kita merasa sahabat kita itu cuekin kita, nyebelin, ngeselin, dll deh tp percaya sama gue, kita gak bisa hidup tanpa 'sahabat'.
Meskipun keanya gue belom nemuin yg bener2 tepat sampai sekarang...

Trying to accept every hurricane

Who else suffered from the hurricane(problem)? (except me) I mean, everybody else does!
Today me and my friend did some chatting between girls and we were both like, revealing our secret feelings. We shared our thoughts and talking like there was no time (not realizing that we were sitting at the pizza hut). It's quite funny to left some pizzas so we can kept talking. Back to the point, pleading that us too, are humans (not mentioning my name is Miss E.T) we suffered from some hurricanes. Well, do you ever have that feeling, when you wanted to cry but you can't because people who has been hurting you will see you as a weakling? If you have, let's do a high-five! I'm not strong enough to remain in my current state as an imperfect human but I AM trying to 'upgrade' everything in me everyday, every time, every second. Like now, writing in english isn't easy but i'm trying to do it. Still, i just wanted to say that, please leave me alone if you only see me as a useless, dumb, whatever it is alien, i mean, human. I wish to remain happy forever. Tell ya the truth, the hurricane always telling me like, 'Be Right Back', WHAT THE HELL DUDE?? CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?. Even now, I still don't know what I'm talking about. Sigh. World is Cruel.