Trying to accept every hurricane

Who else suffered from the hurricane(problem)? (except me) I mean, everybody else does!
Today me and my friend did some chatting between girls and we were both like, revealing our secret feelings. We shared our thoughts and talking like there was no time (not realizing that we were sitting at the pizza hut). It's quite funny to left some pizzas so we can kept talking. Back to the point, pleading that us too, are humans (not mentioning my name is Miss E.T) we suffered from some hurricanes. Well, do you ever have that feeling, when you wanted to cry but you can't because people who has been hurting you will see you as a weakling? If you have, let's do a high-five! I'm not strong enough to remain in my current state as an imperfect human but I AM trying to 'upgrade' everything in me everyday, every time, every second. Like now, writing in english isn't easy but i'm trying to do it. Still, i just wanted to say that, please leave me alone if you only see me as a useless, dumb, whatever it is alien, i mean, human. I wish to remain happy forever. Tell ya the truth, the hurricane always telling me like, 'Be Right Back', WHAT THE HELL DUDE?? CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?. Even now, I still don't know what I'm talking about. Sigh. World is Cruel.